We talked every day for 2 years until I broke up with her for another girl, long story short that fell through, and I ended up back with Sidonie when I was 16.rnWe still talked when I was with the other girl, and immediately picked up where we left off talking every day for hours, whenever we could. I got a job at a butcher shop and saved my shekels to get to Austria from Canada, I had known this girl for about 4 at this point, and I was 17, she was turning 17 in July.rnI ended up borrowing money and putting myself in debt to get to Europe which wasnt cheap, because she was threatening to break up with me for some guy who tried to kiss her once.. I went there, took her virginity in January of this year, 2014. We had a splendid time, one of the best times of my life, Europe was amazing. Sleeping and fucking like rabbits with my beloved darling was amazing as well, better than anything I could have imagined, I loved her for a long time, and it never faded or dwindled.rnI came back after a month january, and had my 18th birthday there, and for 3 months it was fine, we were planning to have her move to Canada with me. Then we got in one silly stupid little fight and she called it off, dont ever try to get back together with me she proclaimed. I insisted the next day that we were worth more than this, that we could fix anything, yadda yadda yadda, she didnt listen to a word I said, she went out and had sex with a guy in the back of his carthe guy had liked her for a few years, I noticed they sort of flirted over facebook, she lied to me about it at first, then admitted, shamefully.rnMy prized darling, the girl who called me daddy for years and talked about our aspirations and plans to leave childhood was crushed, I felt impaled, I had gone through heartbreak before but this was.... Deeper. Permanent damage. Ill never forgive that guy Daniel Mostogl, lives in Austria for ruining her and taking advantage of her when she needed me, not him.